Selflessness

I was thinking about the self and I thought how do I know there are any selves out there just because there are moving bodies, objects and appearances. What are they really? Just bodies, objects and appearances. So where does the self come from? It is just an idea of mine and I don’t know any more than that. I might have created the idea of self and thus all suffering. Is there anyone out there other than my thought that there is people out there? Could I ever know if there was? How?


Shantideva

How strange that a hero of the Mahayana should begin life as a bum. Unloved by his colleagues, Shantideva was put on stage to embarrass him. As the story reveals, he successfully completed his (first!) teaching. Indeed his words are a source of comfort for many to this day. Yet he chose not to stay in his Centre, why was that? I can only suggest that he had outgrown his centre and moved on to further develop his practice. Plus, how can you continue living in a place where you have been so obviously let down in friendship. So, even in 8th Century Nalanda community could break down and the bodhisattva community prove itself to be no other than normal.


Renunciation

The path of Renunciation requires the student to discard everything. When everything is discarded the student finds Sunyata, the joy of abandoning everything. This path suits the naturally unhappy! We are unhappy if negative karma is ripening, thus the path of Renunciation arises naturally for the unhappy and is a path suited to those with ripening negative karma. For most of us that is the case. (See Page Buddhism/Renunciation for more)

 


True Heroes

We should treat living beings like heroes. They have truly rescued us, our spiritual guide rescued us but without living beings we would never be happy. Therefore because it is true that living beings have saved us from certain unhappiness, we should always treat them like someone who has saved our life.


Tradition

Tradition is something that continues in the way it’s always been. My family had a tradition for Christmas, the decorations weren’t to go up before Christmas Eve.  But traditions change. There is no tradition for Christmas for me now. The same is true of spiritual traditions. They are ways of doing things that have grown up over time.

In the New Kadampa Tradition I have seen traditions change as someone with more authority or personality chooses that the tradition does things this way. You have to accept this, but what happened to tradition? It has changed! So traditions do change. And of course if they did not, we would have only one tradition, not many. So what is the purpose of tradition and when can it be changed? Tradition brings safety. Practitioners feel secure in what they are doing. It also enhances learning. We learn by rote, following the same actions again and again. But what of the need in Buddhism to change, to question ways that have become accepted. You will not progress to freedom unless you can question the very ways that you have lived your life. So is not tradition holding that process back? Should we not learn our dharma and go individually to test samsara? Blessing, is the answer that tradition brings. Doing things in a blessed way. If this is right then following blessing will lead you to a path that will become tradition for you and others. And if the blessing has gone? Then find a new way, begin a new tradition.


a constitutional coup d’etat?

With the benefit of hindsight, it is now clear that most of what has happened recently at Maitreya Buddhist Centre stems from a seminal document that was apparently sent out to all NKT centres in the UK  back in January of 2011. The document was a draft constitution  prepared by NKT head office and designed to replace Maitreya Centre’s own constitution. Actually, the document was sent only to the Resident Teachers, who were instructed to elicit comments from the Board of Trustees of their respective centres  about their views on the draft and then forward those comments back to head office.  The impression was that this was a genuine exercise in consultation, although the time given for such consultation was extremely short, and in the event all the questions and genuine concerns I and my fellow trustees had about the draft were never answered by head office at all. Which is a shame, but perhaps not surprising, as the draft proposed, in effect, the wholesale demolition of all autonomy and local control from individually registered charities like ours (for example, the draft states that the Admin Director (AD) of  a KMC – eg. Bodhisattva Centre – will be one of the trustees on the Board of the KBC – eg. Maitreya Buddhist Centre, and the decisions of the Board must be unanimous, meaning the KMC AD always has a power of veto over whatever the other trustees may agree on. Furthermore, the Board of Trustees will no longer appoint the AD. Only NKT head office will now appoint, or remove, the AD. Which begs the questions: why bother to be a trustee? Why bother to have an independently registered charity at all? Why not leave the running of the centre entirely to the RT and NKT head office?).

Well, that was the last I heard about the draft until a terse statement read out at last year’s Summer Festival Administrative Director’s Meeting in which it was announced that the new constitution would be rolled out to all centres very soon. Nothing was said about whether or not the draft had been altered or what the main provisions of the draft are, or why a new constitution is needed at all. Indeed, when the draft first surfaced in January 2011 there was no rationale given for a new constitution and no explanation of what was so wrong about the old constitution that it needed altering/replacing at all. I remember I and some of my colleagues feeling profoundly uneasy about the proposed new constitution even then, but hoping – naively – that somehow the NKT would listen to feedback and either alter, or drop, the draft constitution in the light of comments received during the consultation, such as it was.

This backdrop must be borne in mind when considering what happened when the new RT arrived at Maitreya Centre  a few months ago, with the full backing of NKT head office. From the outset there was no approach by him to the trustees as a group, nor any offer by him of consultation with them, nor any response to invitations from the trustees to have such consultation with him. Then began the attempts by the RT, in various ways, to put pressure upon the trustees to change the constitutional make-up of the Board of Trustees by allowing the AD of Bodhisattva KMC to become a trustee on the Board, even though we trustees are not allowed under our present constitution to permit this, and even though an RT has no legal authority under our constitution to demand that the nature of the Board to be altered in any way.  Now, this new Board structure the RT wanted is no less than the one proposed in the new constitution, the draft of which we first saw back in January 2011! Well, you might wonder, what is the hurry? Why not ask the trustees to call a meeting of all the members and ask them to vote through a new constitution using the procedures laid down in the centre’s constitution? Why try to bounce the trustees into doing something that will have to happen anyway once the new constitution has been formally  adopted by the members? But the NKT have a problem: it is clause 31 of our present constitution, the same constitution which was adopted by a democratic vote of us centre members plus all the UK Resident Teachers (RTs) back in 2006 at the explicit request of both NKT head office and Geshe-la himself (I have a letter from Geshe-la which confirms that he wanted this constitution adopted by our centre back  in 2006). This clause is:  “if a resolution is proposed which if passed would result in any amendment whatsoever to the Memorandum or the Articles or would result in the dissolution of the Charity, then this resolution shall be considered only if it has received the prior written agreement of all the Members” (note the emphasis on all).   Now presumably that clause would not have been put in or left in unless the NKT/Geshe-la wanted the constitution to be, to all intents and purposes, a definitive one.

The 2006 constitutional amendments were only passed with the help of the ‘block vote’ of the UK RTs, who are all members of Maitreya Buddhist Centre. Is it the case that now I, and my fellow trustees, or whichever trustees may eventually replace us, are expected to help the NKT use the block vote again, this time to overcome what that same block vote helped to achieve the first time round? I am expected to accept that Geshe-la himself wants me to help undo what he himself apparently wished to become the definitive constitution, back in 2006? This sounds a bit like the Duke of York marching his men up to the top of the hill, and marching them back down again! Except I have my doubts as to whether or not Geshe-la is really behind this. For all I know, there has been a ‘palace coup’ within the NKT and Geshe-la is no longer the main player. Given the total secrecy and lack of transparency about what happens at the top of the NKT, who can tell? Reading the official prognostications of the NKT is now a bit like trying to fathom the workings of a poliburo. The irony is that if the NKT had been upfront and honest in the first place about what it wanted and why this new constitution gives it what it wants, then I and my colleagues would have been able to simply decide whether to go along with it or not and then, if we did want to step aside, could have done so long ago and handed over amicably to new trustees. All the NKT had to say was that if I had any objections to the new constitution, then there is no place for me in the NKT. I can live with that, as the NKT organisation is not itself Dharma, is not identical with Geshe-la and his teachings, and is not the be all and end all of Buddhism. All I need for my practice is to continue relying on Geshe-la as my Spiritual Guide and put his teachings into practice; I don’t need the rest of the bureaucratic superstructure, especially if it just gets in the way of practice!

Instead, I and my fellow trustees got only political manoevres in the dark from our RT and the NKT, undermining us and the centre bit by bit, and then, when we resist such undermining, we get clobbered with breaking the Internal Rules and thereby get sucked into open dispute with the NKT (with no opportunity for mediation), which was never what we wanted in the first place!  I have no problems with people wanting to go with the NKT in the direction of greater autocracy and central control if that is what they want, and now I know finally that is, in fact, what the NKT wants then I am happy to leave and pursue my dharma study and practice elsewhere. I just wish the NKT had the courage and honesty to be open and transparent about all this from day one rather than hide their real intentions behind a smokescreen of alleged breaches of Internal Rules and alleged impurities of teachers! The NKT apparently assumes that any perceived opposition to the new constitution must be cleared out of the way first before they dare take the risky democratic step of submitting the new constitution to the centre members for a vote to adopt it (and the ‘opposition’ had been smoked out by the soliciting of comments on the draft constitution back in January 2011). Much easier to attain an unanimous consensus in adopting the new constitution, as required under clause 31 of the centre’s constitution, if you already have only ‘compliant’ trustees and ‘compliant’ members already in place! I might even have been compliant myself if the NKT had only bothered to explain why the new constitution matters so much and how it is expected to work! Perhaps there are some at NKT head office who don’t in fact have the confidence themselves to openly justify the new constitution? Perhaps in their hearts they themselves have doubts about it? But we shall probably never know, because the NKT apparently has its own version of omerta. Well, all that will soon be behind me as I start to enjoy the freedom of practising dharma outside of such political chicanery and gerrymandering. But first, there is the small matter of what the Charity Commission may say about all this…


Nagarjuna, Shantideva, and dropping out…

A legend that grew up around Shantideva relates that while reciting A Guide to the Bodhisattva’s Way of Life to an audience of monks, he ascended into the sky and disappeared. This is said to have occurred when he uttered the words [of Nagarjuna]:

When neither something nor nothing

Remains to be known,

There is no alternative left

But complete non-referential ease.

By associating this vision of emptiness with Shantideva’s miraculous departure from the monastery, the legend suggests a symbolic release from the scholarly and moralistic constraints of monasticism into a life of unfettered ease and freedom. Having delivered his masterpiece, Shantideva shuns renown and seeks anonymity. Later fragments of biography tell of his employment as a palace guard, his departure to the mountains as a hermit, his living with a consort in Bengal. Shantideva’s abiding in emptiness leads him to the inexorable conclusion that to love the world entails disappearing into its midst to become no one.

Shantideva was not alone at this period in his rejection of institutional monasticism. A monk rising to preeminence within a monastery only to reject monasticism in favour of a return to the world is a common feature in the lives of the Buddhist tantric adepts (mahasiddha) of India. Like the Ch’an masters, their contemporaries in China, the tantric adepts sought to embody the Buddha’s teachings in the domain and language of everyday life and immediate experience. Both movements attempted to recover the vitality of a tradition which, while promising freedom, exhibits a curious proclivity to becoming mired in its own rules and dogmas.

pp35-36 of Verses from the Center: a Buddhist vision of the sublime, by Stephen Batchelor.